[ She leans across the table so she can gently press her forehead to Serenity's If either of them actually starts crying in genuine, that will probably set the other one over too, so she's also doing her best--even though her chest feels tight and heavy and her eyes burn. ]
I know. Knowing that you all are still here--I know that will help keep me strong, too. I'm just sorry that I won't be able to be here to support you directly anymore. ... And that my timing was so lousy. I'm not very good at this sort of thing, but even for me... this isn't exactly good "first date" material.
It's... difficult... thinking about being separated from the people you've come to care so much about and who've supported you in really difficult times.
[Life is full of partings-- knowing that doesn't make it any easier. Although the time may have been short, the impact that Hiryuu made on her was a big one. And that absence is one that she'll feel for a very long time. But... it doesn't have to be forever.]
...still, I know that at least for me, just knowing that you're all still out there doing your best for the sake of everyone... that thought gives me a lot of strength too. To... figure out what it is that I can do for the people here now and in the future too.
It's not quite what I expected, but-- it's not over yet either. I think there's still time to save it still.
I think you're already doing your part to be a help and a comfort to the people around you--at least, I know... I felt better being around you. But... I also believe that you're a very capable person with a warm heart, and that if you set your mind to something--even something so nebulous--you'll find a path for yourself. If you ever want encouragement or advice, I'll offer you whatever I can wherever I am.
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I know. Knowing that you all are still here--I know that will help keep me strong, too. I'm just sorry that I won't be able to be here to support you directly anymore. ... And that my timing was so lousy. I'm not very good at this sort of thing, but even for me... this isn't exactly good "first date" material.
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[Life is full of partings-- knowing that doesn't make it any easier. Although the time may have been short, the impact that Hiryuu made on her was a big one. And that absence is one that she'll feel for a very long time. But... it doesn't have to be forever.]
...still, I know that at least for me, just knowing that you're all still out there doing your best for the sake of everyone... that thought gives me a lot of strength too. To... figure out what it is that I can do for the people here now and in the future too.
It's not quite what I expected, but-- it's not over yet either. I think there's still time to save it still.
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