...it's not selfish at all. It would be weird if you didn't. There are... so many people that... sometimes I... just wish I could see. Silk, Jack, Hope... Ordine... I think about them all the time.
[She can't see his face so she'll just have to kiss the top of his head again instead.]
If it's selfish... well-- then I think we all are, sometimes.
...I love the current members of Bad End without a doubt. And I'm blessed to be surrounded by a lot of incredible people, and I wouldn't trade this time with them for anything.
That said... even in spite of that, there are times when I still feel lonely. Sure we're never alone-- but that doesn't mean that there aren't times when you don't wish that other people were here with you now. That hurting feeling... that's like loneliness too.
[ That was why he couldn't help but feel a little guilty. He's glad so many people came to wake him up, but at the same time he still wished for Crane and Lancelot. He pulls back a little bit so that he can lean up to give Serenity another kiss in the cheek. ]
[She understands. And she never would have left Lark-- but she did feel a little bad for ruining such a nice dream.]
And it's hard, because I wish we didn't all get split up like this. But at the same time... if it weren't for this program... I never would have met so many of the people who are so incredibly precious to me now.
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[She can't see his face so she'll just have to kiss the top of his head again instead.]
If it's selfish... well-- then I think we all are, sometimes.
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[ Her cuddles her a little more. ]
Do you ever feel lonely?
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That said... even in spite of that, there are times when I still feel lonely. Sure we're never alone-- but that doesn't mean that there aren't times when you don't wish that other people were here with you now. That hurting feeling... that's like loneliness too.
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[ That was why he couldn't help but feel a little guilty. He's glad so many people came to wake him up, but at the same time he still wished for Crane and Lancelot. He pulls back a little bit so that he can lean up to give Serenity another kiss in the cheek. ]
I'm sorry that we both feel that way.
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[She understands. And she never would have left Lark-- but she did feel a little bad for ruining such a nice dream.]
And it's hard, because I wish we didn't all get split up like this. But at the same time... if it weren't for this program... I never would have met so many of the people who are so incredibly precious to me now.
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Haha, yeah. ...Despite everything, it hasn't been all bad. I got to meet you.