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[overworker]

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[nihilmancy]

I understand. I've... hated myself, for a long time. I wanted to be accepted, but I thought that I would hurt people if they got close to me. And they might hurt me. But it's started to get better. I've loved, I've had friendships, and I'm willing to tell people about the whole of me.

[overworker]

If you'd like to talk about it, we could stop by one of the cafes. It's pretty lively in here so a little break could be nice.

[nihilmancy]

I'm... not doing as badly these days. That I had enough confidence to approach you like this is testament to it, but it's only fair to speak of myself if I want to learn about you.

But I would like that regardless, Serenity.

[overworker]

I'm glad to hear it. In that case, I'd be happy to hear anything you'd like to talk about. And I can do the same.

[nihilmancy]

Let's head to the cafe, then.

We can go in my car if you want.

[overworker]

That sounds great. I'd love to see it.

[nihilmancy]

[ Taking her to the garage, where a sleek blue Porsche is parked. ]

Haha, I keep talking about it because I'm so excited.

[overworker]

Oh wow--! It's a really nice car. You should be proud of it.

[nihilmancy]

Yes! I heard it's a real luxury model, but with the points, it all costs the same. It feels really good to drive.

[ She hops in, behind the wheel. ]

[overworker]

If you're going to spend the points, it's smart to spend them like this-- on something good quality that feels right.

[nihilmancy]

I agree. I see it as giving myself a gift.

[overworker]

One you can share with others, too. I'm not very good at giving myself things, but-- when I do, those are the kinds of gift to myself that I like the most.

[nihilmancy]

I do these things because I can be hard on myself. Little by little, it became easier. I guess we're the same like that, though.