[Ah. She really did need to relax if she was asking so sweetly.]
Please. I would like that very much.
[Holding her hand out to Serenity felt easy. It was the anticipation that was hard. Whatever was in this candy, it wasn't unlike the sensation she had felt the first time they kissed.]
[Normally she'd hesitate more to ask, but deep down it was simple. Serenity was drawn to Ren. She had been for a while. And for a number of reasons they'd both held back but--
Right now, she doesn't want to.
Her hand closes around Ren's snugly, stepping in close so that she can slowly close the distance between them, just enough to lean up to kiss her. It's soft at first, but slowly one small kiss becomes several kisses-- each longer than the last and a little more heated.]
[She had become so used to holding herself back, burying away the longing for her sister and the thirst that accompanied it. She had now come to associate that desire with someone else - with Serenity, and it felt so new and different.
The first kiss was innocent enough, but each one after it mirrored her own desire more and more as she answered each one. Her hands move to Serenity’s waist and then comb through her long hair. Each kiss was beginning to burn her up inside.]
Towa- [She makes a needy sound in the back of her throat, her tongue sweeping across her lips and pressing into her mouth. Serenity would be able to feel her fangs brush against her lips as the kiss, unable to hold herself back or resist anymore. It felt too good and she wanted to drown in it.]
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[Hearing her name-- her real name-- so suddenly like that causes her to shudder; opening her mouth to Ren's tongue and gasping at the feeling of warmth spreading through her whole body. She can feel those fangs right there. She knows they could sink in to her at any moment. And yet she trusts the other woman so openly that rather than frighten, the thought excites her.
A soft moan slips past her lips into the kiss, but it doesn't stop her from letting her own tongue explore; enjoying the feel and the taste of Ren and those spices mixing in her mouth.]
[Her hands slide down Serenity's back before her arms settle into a loose embrace, holding the other girl close while they kiss. Her heart was hammering as the two of them explored, tongues and lips meeting and melting into one another. Eventually they would have to come up for air, but for the moment she was enjoying the heat and the softness.
When she does have to come up for air, it's to give a few more lingering kisses to her lips, while her hand cups her cheek. Her eyes are glowing with need as she licks her lips and gazes at her. She had worried that it might hurt Serenity, but she was so thirsty that she had to have her blood.]
Do you trust me?
[Her lips brush along her jaw and then her throat, her tongue darting out to lick her skin where she could feel Serenity's pulse beating. She would have liked to share a moment like this in a more secluded place - the dorms, perhaps - but there was no way to ignore how her blood called to her. She wanted to drink. It would be the first time since her sister that she might drink the blood of someone she was attracted to.]
[The touch, soft as it is, leaves a warmth-- a soft tingling sensation beneath her clothes. Being held so gently truly made each of those kisses taste sweeter. Even though she knows she needs air, it's still hard pulling herself away from Ren. Each small kiss eases that feeling, until it sinks in just what the girl is thinking.
It's not the first time she's given blood. But that had been with a friend not-- someone she was starting to get close to in this way... that she was attracted to like this. Embarrassing as it was there was a part of her that felt excited. This was, in it's own way, an act of it's own kind of intimacy.
But that question is a simple one. Serenity doesn't have to think about it before she nods with a soft hum.]
I trust you.
[More than that, she wants this. She wants to share this part of her with Ren. It's likely that from close, Ren will be able to sense the way her heart beats faster. If it's not fear then-- well, she might be able to figure out Serenity's true feelings.]
[She could feel the change, the anticipation in each frenzied beat of Serenity's heart in her chest. It made her throat burn and her hands tighten their grip. Despite how desperate she is to drink, when her fangs sink into warm skin it is with care. It would feel like pin pricks before a sharper momentary pain followed. She was careful not to hurt her too much.
As blood welled up, she bit down a bit harder, rending flesh beneath her fangs as self control lapsed. She could feel Serenity's heartbeat as if it were in the palm of her hand and the blood filling her mouth was heaven. How many days had it been since she drank something besides rations? This was sweeter, warmer, and made better by the feeling of a warm body enveloped in her arms.
When she does dislodge her fangs from her throat, it's only so that she can lick and suck more blood from the open wound. Eventually it might make Serenity feel lightheaded, maybe even a little hotter all over. Ren had heard once from her mother that being bitten felt just as good as drinking blood. Would it feel good for Serenity too?]
[It is not the first she's felt this sensation, and yet-- although it is the same, in many ways it does not feel that way. The sharpness, the throbbing... yes, but in knowing that this is Ren, there's a certain intimacy in it that she didn't feel before. Her breath catches in her throat and she has to stop herself from making another noise that might only embarrass her further.
But she is still, allowing Ren to take all the time she needs to indulge. There is a part of her that feels a little light headed and warm. But it's difficult to tell whether that's from losing blood or the act itself.]
Do... do you think so? I'm glad...
[Serenity doesn't know the first thing about blood-- what might taste different about hers or why-- but it makes her happy nonetheless to hear Ren say that she likes the taste of her.]
[Once there is no more blood to drink from the open wound, she licks her lips. The taste still lingered in her mouth, making her insides buzz. She wanted to kiss her more, until they both needed to catch their breath again.]
I do. It tasted sweet, like I knew it would.
[Her lips brush along Serenity's jaw and then her lips. Drinking her blood had certainly crossed her mind since that first kiss they shared after the Princess game. It had been a scary thought. What if she had lost control of herself? What if Serenity rejected her? There was so much doubt that held her back at times that it was suffocating.]
I couldn't help but imagine it. I haven't wanted to drink someone's blood this badly in a long while.
[Ai, her lovely sister who she wanted to devour, was someone she still only had fragments of in her mind. She loved her and was obsessed with her, but this felt like something softer, like the warmth of a steady flame instead of the inferno she'd felt for years when it came to desiring Ai's blood. In the same breath, there were other desires she felt for Serenity, but those were too embarrassing to name.]
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Ah. Yes. She knows this feeling. Oh dear.]
Can I-- ah... is it okay if I kiss you?
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Please. I would like that very much.
[Holding her hand out to Serenity felt easy. It was the anticipation that was hard. Whatever was in this candy, it wasn't unlike the sensation she had felt the first time they kissed.]
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Right now, she doesn't want to.
Her hand closes around Ren's snugly, stepping in close so that she can slowly close the distance between them, just enough to lean up to kiss her. It's soft at first, but slowly one small kiss becomes several kisses-- each longer than the last and a little more heated.]
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The first kiss was innocent enough, but each one after it mirrored her own desire more and more as she answered each one. Her hands move to Serenity’s waist and then comb through her long hair. Each kiss was beginning to burn her up inside.]
Towa- [She makes a needy sound in the back of her throat, her tongue sweeping across her lips and pressing into her mouth. Serenity would be able to feel her fangs brush against her lips as the kiss, unable to hold herself back or resist anymore. It felt too good and she wanted to drown in it.]
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A soft moan slips past her lips into the kiss, but it doesn't stop her from letting her own tongue explore; enjoying the feel and the taste of Ren and those spices mixing in her mouth.]
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When she does have to come up for air, it's to give a few more lingering kisses to her lips, while her hand cups her cheek. Her eyes are glowing with need as she licks her lips and gazes at her. She had worried that it might hurt Serenity, but she was so thirsty that she had to have her blood.]
Do you trust me?
[Her lips brush along her jaw and then her throat, her tongue darting out to lick her skin where she could feel Serenity's pulse beating. She would have liked to share a moment like this in a more secluded place - the dorms, perhaps - but there was no way to ignore how her blood called to her. She wanted to drink. It would be the first time since her sister that she might drink the blood of someone she was attracted to.]
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It's not the first time she's given blood. But that had been with a friend not-- someone she was starting to get close to in this way... that she was attracted to like this. Embarrassing as it was there was a part of her that felt excited. This was, in it's own way, an act of it's own kind of intimacy.
But that question is a simple one. Serenity doesn't have to think about it before she nods with a soft hum.]
I trust you.
[More than that, she wants this. She wants to share this part of her with Ren. It's likely that from close, Ren will be able to sense the way her heart beats faster. If it's not fear then-- well, she might be able to figure out Serenity's true feelings.]
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As blood welled up, she bit down a bit harder, rending flesh beneath her fangs as self control lapsed. She could feel Serenity's heartbeat as if it were in the palm of her hand and the blood filling her mouth was heaven. How many days had it been since she drank something besides rations? This was sweeter, warmer, and made better by the feeling of a warm body enveloped in her arms.
When she does dislodge her fangs from her throat, it's only so that she can lick and suck more blood from the open wound. Eventually it might make Serenity feel lightheaded, maybe even a little hotter all over. Ren had heard once from her mother that being bitten felt just as good as drinking blood. Would it feel good for Serenity too?]
Towa... you taste really good.
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But she is still, allowing Ren to take all the time she needs to indulge. There is a part of her that feels a little light headed and warm. But it's difficult to tell whether that's from losing blood or the act itself.]
Do... do you think so? I'm glad...
[Serenity doesn't know the first thing about blood-- what might taste different about hers or why-- but it makes her happy nonetheless to hear Ren say that she likes the taste of her.]
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I do. It tasted sweet, like I knew it would.
[Her lips brush along Serenity's jaw and then her lips. Drinking her blood had certainly crossed her mind since that first kiss they shared after the Princess game. It had been a scary thought. What if she had lost control of herself? What if Serenity rejected her? There was so much doubt that held her back at times that it was suffocating.]
I couldn't help but imagine it. I haven't wanted to drink someone's blood this badly in a long while.
[Ai, her lovely sister who she wanted to devour, was someone she still only had fragments of in her mind. She loved her and was obsessed with her, but this felt like something softer, like the warmth of a steady flame instead of the inferno she'd felt for years when it came to desiring Ai's blood. In the same breath, there were other desires she felt for Serenity, but those were too embarrassing to name.]